Went to the cemetery to visit Kathryn on what would have been her 37th birthday. It was a very sad, surreal, and happy trip. It is one I needed to feel better about a lot of things. I have been havig so much guilt over her death. I have learned some new stuff from her sister to enlighten me a little more on what was going on with her before her death.
I am sorry I could not help her, but at the same time I do not think she wanted any help. She was going down one way or another. Which is so sad at her age.
I miss her everyday and think of her everyday. But today I know I am not gulity of her death. That she did to herself.
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