So Hard.....

It is just so hard to get motivated to lose weight and I am not sure why. I have gained a lot of weight. Well, actually I am about the same as when I got pregnant with Leah. But I feel bigger. Maybe it is my floppy stomach. I HAVE to start losing some weight.

But how?

So Sad

Well, we had gone in for our first ultrasound to find out that there was no baby in the sac. I had a blighted ovumn. So I had to go in for a D&C, not what I wanted but I also did not want to just have it MC on it's own.

So my happiness went to sadness. I am doing fine for the most part. I see babies and I do feel really sad. I really wanted this baby. We are going to try again. I hope the next time things will be OK. If something happens again, that will probably be the last time I try.

At least I have a healthy, wonderful little girl!